E 'come winter. Inevitably, when you're not already sent warning.
You can not deny me the cold shakes, the chills
who assail me,
the darkness of darkness that made me scared for the first time,
my body that bends to physical pain, the cause psychosomatic manifestations vile,
my troubled mind, and inclined to find in the future only suffering, my heart crumbled
from one who can not have my dignity
buried by what makes me fearful and do not accept.
E 'sharp and colors come to me tight, I was welcomed
and I resisted.
E 'business as usual things around me. There
people, friends, the countryside, which lives intersect,
but I think everybody, black and white.
No one has a name or identity.
E 'business as usual, but there is hope, joy, desire.
E 'business as usual, everything is in place but nothing is more valuable.
There is no moment when I can afford to be without her. Why is she
I want.
E 'in her that I used since my last drop of vitality.
E 'come into my life and I've heard.
No need to ask questions. Nor to seek answers.
are all there and I would give everything that I thought I could never give.
I see my life there.
appearance there.
And I hope for the future, now that my mind is desolation.
Tonight is long. The time has stopped. tic-tac.
time ceases to exist and yet my pain tends to infinity.
's so today will be tomorrow and it never leaves me.
It 's a constant pain, that clings and drags me into the darkness.
Every smile is a fake vernacular of happiness that is not mine,
every other thought is subject to what has previously
and it is useless to fight against stress the undefinable.
an abstract invades my mind and abuses abusing their power.
are at the mercy of monsters emerging from the fog that fills the skyline. I am a tree bare
that has nothing to offer.
I'm not the warm nest I want to be.
I am ready to die.
Winter has arrived.
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